** spoiler alert ** It's amazing I finished this book AT ALL and even more amazing that I ended up feeling positive about it. It was almost a DNF about 20% into it. It just didn't make sense to me ~ a wandering Symphony in a post apocalyptic world ~ seriously??? What would be the point when just surviving was so precarious?? Or is that when music and art are most necessary?? And the guy who performed CPR on Arthur Leander in the very beginning (Jeevan) and seemed at first to be a pivotal character, just fell off the pages never to reappear again (until after I decided to continue reading, he showed back up about 50% thru??) It seemed crazily disjointed.
I didn't understand what the whole obsession was with the 'Station Eleven' story until the pieces of the book all started coming together. It almost seemed Miranda unknowingly wrote a graphic comic about the future (it eerily mirrored life after the pandemic.)
Why is it that Tyler, who called himself 'The Prophet,' acted in the most un-prophet like ways?? Killing, coercion and fear are not tactics of "the light" or Divinity. Living in these primitive conditions really brought all the characters temperaments to the surface.
I'm sure I'll think about this book for a long time, even tho I didn't love it. That's because it played into a hidden fear of mine. Every time I hear of a new strain of the swine flu (which caused the pandemic in 'Station Eleven') or the bird flu or whatever kind of flu, it makes me really apprehensive. It's been over a hundred years since the last deadly pandemic & with viruses becoming resistant to antibiotics it makes the possibility scary real. I never thought of one wiping out 99% of the population tho, like happened here, and having to go back to such a rudimentary existence. That gives a person pause if not anxiety and makes one think what they'd do if put in the same predicament.
At least it ended on a uplifting note. Clark musing about the possibility of life returning as it once was, a tribute to the indomitable spirit & resourcefulness of man. 'Station Eleven' was a book club pick, I would never have read it of my own volition. I think I'm glad I did?????